It’s been a hot minute since I updated my bio. A lot has changed…
Bio
Kinky AF verse bottom. I’m a total coverage enthusiast with a distaste for my skin. I tend not to go “with the flow" with the “hot” trend and do what makes me happy. I focus on play versus “content creation”, if photos happen, Great! If not, oh well! It’s all about play for me and making lasting connections with others.
My partner and I have created a fantasy house, enabling us to fulfill our dreams. Kink is my number one passion in life, not only for the fun aspect but the therapeutic aspect as well. It’s a way for me to escape who I am during the day and be someone I’ve always wanted to be at night. My previous life was always consumed with leadership roles and always being to “go-to” individual which was never something I wanted to be. This is one of the main reasons why I’ve naturally been a sub which reflects that with kink I’m the opposite of the “day-to-day” me. Although, I do enjoy switching with someone else if the vibe is right. I can be a very social person once we’ve met but a fun fact is I’m terrified of introductions, so if you are waiting for me to reach out; it probably won’t happen. I’ve always run with the logic that everyone hates me until proven otherwise. I can get very busy with life and sometimes not be as communicative as one would expect. Please bear in mind I have a LOT going on during the day and it’s hard for me to keep up sometimes. Running two businesses takes up a lot of time.
I’ve spent a lot of time fabricating and building out my “fungeon” and LOVE to meet like-minded individuals. I’m always open to meeting new people and building connections. We love to host and are 5-star rated on TripAdvisor. If you are interested and think we may be a good match, then PLEASE reach out. Since I’ve been told that I may come off as intimidating based on what I post or that you may not be up to “my standards”; I’m telling you that is not how I view things. You don’t have to be up to any standard or experience. I look for genuine people who are into their passions and want to have fun! I couldn’t care less about your kinky resume. Not interested at all in “paid play” either. We do not charge anyone nor will accept any form of payment. Kink is a lifestyle for us, not a job, and it’s more fun with others involved. I will elaborate on this below.
Kinks/Fetishes
I’m pretty basic when it comes to materials. Rubber/latex has been a passion of mine since a VERY young age. My parents always thought it was odd I would request rubber gloves as a birthday present when I was young. When I finally told them about everything, it was less of a shock since they always wondered why I was so fascinated by them. Total coverage is a must for me, I’m usually always wearing full coverage even down to sheath shorts and toe socks even though those areas may not be visible. It’s a mental thing for me.
Pup play was and still is a very big part of me. I do find it hard to connect with others on this as I feel the shift in the overall community has taken away what I used to find enjoyable. It seems that it’s more about the show and less about the actual play aspect, which is fine; I find it hard to connect on those grounds. I will always be a dog!
Gimp/Drone: is what I love doing. Being able to escape life and be an object is huge with me. I love being used for others’ pleasure and being totally out of control (with safety always in mind). The more machines/things going on, the better! Complex/situational bondage situations are something I look forward to as so many different things are going on it’s almost impossible to focus on a single aspect other than “I’m totally fucked”.
Sissy/CD/Doll: This is something I’ve ALWAYS wanted to do/be. At a young age, I struggled a lot with who I thought I was which forced me into this traditional typical straight male lifestyle. I thought maybe something was wrong with me or it was just a phase so I tried to mimic others around me in an attempt to “snap out” of it. I never played sports, instead, I did dance for 10 years (I’m totally shit at it now). I was fascinated by ballet and jazz including the outfits I had to wear. When I met my husband, I unloaded a TON of information on him and he was a bit overwhelmed. It wasn’t until a couple years into our relationship he asked randomly one night “Hey, weren’t you going to do the doll stuff?” In which I immediately dove face-first into it. He has been my biggest supporter and I’m forever grateful. Being a Doll allows me to fulfill an inner need and it’s something that makes me feel extremely comfortable inside. I can look in the mirror and not recognize myself at all. When I first started doing it, I would get a lot of hate mail from my “fans” such as “Oh I love your pictures but I wish you didn’t do the crossdressing stuff”. News flash, don’t care. I do things that make me happy and not things that are going to get me attention. I was never into kink for the clout. I had another individual try to call me out as a “content creator” and “elitist” who only cared about follower counts and likes. My reply to them was to delete my social media accounts right in front of them which left them speechless…
I put a TON of effort into it. I’ve lost over 40 lbs to help with my figure, taught myself out to do makeup which is still an ongoing thing, and made other adjustments to best fit my vision. The transformation process for me usually consists of a 1–2-hour ordeal just to get ready but it’s something I enjoy doing the most so it’s worth it for me. I try to appear as authentic as possible given physical limitations. If there was only one thing I could be in the playroom, it would be a Doll.
I’d love to help or connect with others it as much as I am. It’s a goal of mine.
Furry: I’ve been a fur since around 8th grade. I was a bando in school and naturally, most of us were furs. When I graduated high school, I immediately moved out of my parent’s house and began to work three jobs while putting myself through college. I did not have the time for friends or anything else as I would barely have enough time to get four hours of sleep a night. This was also something that my husband needed time to digest and finally told me to get off my ass and pursue it. I love being tied up in my suit and toyed with, but also can be a bit devious. Although, furry isn’t 100%/only sexual for me. There are a lot of other personal benefits I gain from it as well such as just being a dumb goofy animal.
Activities: Love bondage, including very restrictive bondage, predicament bondage, and stress positions. My previous career path tore me up a bit and led me to an early retirement due to medical issues. It does limit some things but I’ve found ways to cope with those limitations. I’m a total ass pig and love anal play. Milking/Edging, Fluid Recycling (piss and cum), CBT, Sensory Dep, Breath Play, Sounding/Cathing, D/s Dynamics, Isolation, Objectification, and Breeding are just some of the many activities I enjoy doing. There are a few others but tend to keep those reserved for individuals I can connect with and feel comfortable sharing. It is probably easier for me just to list the things I’m not into which are…ADBL/Diapers, Military Uniforms (black tact gear is hot and not the same), Blood/Needles, Spit/Saliva, Derogatory Comments, Poor Hygiene. I don’t kink shame, so if that’s your thing then awesome! It’s just something I wish not to partake in.
Breeding/Sex: I LOVE to bottom and occasionally enjoy to switch positions. I do not place any sort of romantic value on being bred or having sex. It’s just another activity for me, but that doesn’t mean there’s not another level of passion added to the play if this happens. It’s also not a requirement for me. I’m on daily Prep and tested every 3 months or before an event I attend and usually 4-6 weeks after. If we partake in such activities, regardless of the fact I’m on Prep, you should be testing as well and be able to show proof.
Outside Life
I hate sitting still. I usually always got my paws busy with something whether it be a project, work, or tied up in the fungeon. I love mechanics and I own/operate two automotive-related businesses. Metal fabrication is another passion of mine that I also find relaxing. I love aviation and was a previous aircraft mechanic. Computers/IT was my hobby growing up but I find it hard to keep up and find time to enjoy it like I used to, the same goes for PC Gaming but I still try to play as much as possible. Working out/gym is something else I enjoy doing. I exercise 5 days out of the week and try to live a healthy as possible lifestyle. I dabble in photography but don’t put a lot of effort into it when it comes to play. I’d rather focus on the scene and not how things are going to look on camera.
Communication/PM’s/DM’s/Telegram
My DM’s are always open, but with respect to healthy engagements. I have a hard time understanding why people will reach out with blanket “Hey! How are you?” messages and then drop all communication; therefore, I will probably not engage and save my time and energy for those looking to make a connection. Not one for photo spam of dick pics, those will not gain my attention and I will most likely ignore you so please have some tact. I do not RP/ERP or into VR.
If I end up liking a lot of your photos, it’s probably because I’d like to get to know you or you are just posting things I enjoy so please reach out. As stated previously, I’m terrified of introductions but it is something I’m working on.
I reserve my friends list to those I’ve either talked to, met in person, or have some form of rapport with. It helps me keep track and to better stay in contact.
Play/Meet Ups
In regards to play. Yes! I play with others!!! No, it’s not for pay. I don’t typically have any age restrictions although I tend to put a soft limit of 25+ just due to previous encounters and maturity levels. It’s not that I won’t be up for playing with anyone younger it just depends on the individual and maturity level.
I’m pansexual. I do not place any value on gender. I care more about the connection with the individual and who they are on the inside. The only things I look for in others is who they are inside, whether are they genuine, whether can I trust them, and whether we are compatible. The compatibility aspect goes towards roles which as a verse bottom, I’m not up for playing with just 100% sub-only individuals. If you expect me to break my comfort zone then it needs to be mutual. You don’t need to be a pro switch/top because I’m not one either. As a bottom I do know what buttons to push :P. Just focus on having a good time and less on your experience. Please have your own gear (aside from tools/toys). I’m not a costume rental agency haha.
I’m located just outside of Vegas. If we end up connecting, we can host with no issue. As seen in my gallery, my fungeon is our personal space at our compound and not a rented/public studio. I will require some form of rapport with others as I’m the one inviting someone into my home and need to be able to trust them. If you are in my area and try to plan something super last minute, chances are it’s not going to happen as I need time to get to know you; although, spontaneous things have occurred in the past.
Appreciate it if you made it this far. Feel free to reach out!